<?xml version="1.0" encoding="iso-8859-1"?><rss version="1.0"><channel><title>Diary of suvasis pradhan</title><link>http://ptblank.rediffiland.com/</link><description>Diary of suvasis pradhan</description><language>en-us</language><item><title>Walking my way</title><description><![CDATA[<EM><FONT size=5><BR><P align=left><EM><FONT size=5>This is is just to proclaim that I'm alive and I'm back again.Myriad of thoughtless moments and an equal no of thought provoking flashes,is what I am sailing through.Just an average guy without a certified luck  trod along  the rainbows  to prove his point ,to himself n to others.Often it was not too difficult to prove him wrong,because in his heart he knew there is nothing to prove. Well a eternal optimist in him din't let him to slip into the abyss.He crawled back n started to walk,knowing that it won't be too long before his steps catch life again.It will be soulful one.I might not have of a company but I won't be alone.The realm of life doesn't cease in the visible...In ode to life.  Amen</FONT></EM></P></FONT></EM><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home1/156/719fa7b297b2d589c85fe53c92ec5d4c/homep/images/1218030592">]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 05 Aug 2008 21:02:57 +0530</pubDate><link>http://ptblank.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/08/05/Walking-my-way.html</link></item><item><title>InLove</title><description><![CDATA[<P><EM><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size=5>Fast and deeper<BR>sinks my heart<BR>gaze extending <BR>miles of lonely path</FONT></EM></P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size=5>Dry and dusty my lips<BR>trees half dead<BR>green no more <BR>I could see death</FONT></EM></P><P> </P><P><BR> </P><P><EM><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size=5>Shadow so dark<BR>stronger than life<BR>ready to stab back<BR>no easy escape</FONT></EM></P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size=5>Lovers mock death ... and reborn</FONT></EM></P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size=5>Slow and steady<BR>fostered inside<BR>dreams unfulfilled<BR>and wishes abound</FONT></EM></P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size=5>Love eventually<BR>never so green<BR>so alive for you<BR>moistened my soul</FONT></EM></P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size=5>Gust of cold wave <BR>kissed my sense<BR>it's not the time<BR>Clouds visit graves</FONT></EM></P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size=5>Oh! Showers from heaven<BR>drench my soul<BR>subtle and intense <BR>in the colours of love</FONT></EM></P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size=5>Ground muddy and smooth,so real <BR>and foot prints befriend<BR>the pairs moulded in my spirit<BR>with gaps of fingers filling</FONT></EM></P><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home1/156/719fa7b297b2d589c85fe53c92ec5d4c/homep/images/1196660737">]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 03 Dec 2007 10:36:04 +0530</pubDate><link>http://ptblank.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/12/03/InLove.html</link></item><item><title></title><description><![CDATA[<P align=left><FONT style="BACKGROUND-COLOR: #ffffff" face="Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size=4><EM>Uncanny and how mesmerizing <BR>Are your eyes, sparkling!<BR>How does one speak, a truth obvious<BR>Is it sane, to bare a soul unknown?<BR>In a mass to summon the shadow!<BR><BR><BR>Asserts, the maverick in mask<BR>Let the heart croon its musings<BR>That he won't see you again<BR>Written his fate, in the loner's love<BR>Trailing a voyage, through the gale<BR><BR><BR>In ode of your eyes, sparkling<BR>And the crystals, from the far sky<BR>Miraculous, under the jet black eyebrows<BR>And lashes long, shadowing the glow<BR>Never saw twinkling stars, so close <BR><BR><BR><BR>The voice, deep and mellow<BR>Like the rhythm of light and shadow<BR>Promises of a song, unsung<BR>And smiles running the rainbow<BR>Glittering in myriads of dayglo<BR><BR><BR>Let me wish, in the quest of life<BR>The dreams buried and pristine<BR>Be realized and last to time<BR>And the song of sparkling eyes<BR>wont be a lie beneath the sky </EM></FONT></P>]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 07 Oct 2007 19:50:04 +0530</pubDate><link>http://ptblank.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/10/07/Untitled.html</link></item><item><title></title><description><![CDATA[<H3 class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">                                </SPAN><FONT size=5>Autumn leaf<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></EM></H3><BR><H2 class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> </FONT></EM></o:p></H2><BR><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">I'm the autumn leaf<BR></FONT></EM></FONT><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">Soon to fall<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">To the ground, on the path<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">Once you crossed<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">When everything was green<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><BR><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4><EM> </EM></FONT></o:p><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">Now it's autumn<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">So chill here, I don't see you any more<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">I don't sense the sweet air<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">Once you breathed here on the bench beneath,<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">Alone in the crowd, in this part of world<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><BR><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4><EM> </EM></FONT></o:p><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">Once I fall off this tree<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">A gust of  chill air will take me<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">To your door step<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">Open the door <o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">If you hear me<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><BR><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4><EM> </EM></FONT></o:p><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">If you still feel the love<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">In my last call<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">Treasure me between the pages<o:p></o:p></FONT></EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4><EM>Or just ignore ,to be forgotten in time,</EM></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><FONT size=4><EM><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">To wait for the days to be shorter again</FONT></EM></FONT><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4><EM> </EM></FONT></o:p></P><BR><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4><EM> </EM></FONT></o:p></P><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home1/156/719fa7b297b2d589c85fe53c92ec5d4c/homep/images/1169013663">]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 17 Jan 2007 11:08:14 +0530</pubDate><link>http://ptblank.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/01/17/Untitled.html</link></item><item><title></title><description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"><STRONG>                </STRONG>The Lonely Duet<BR><BR><BR><BR><BR></SPAN></FONT></FONT></I><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4> </FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4><EM>Standing at the Crossroad. for a sign<BR></EM></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4><EM>I heard you singing, distant some where<BR></EM></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4><EM>The song was not unknown<BR></P></EM></FONT><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>The one we had sung last<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4><EM>I tried to sing along<BR></P></EM></FONT><BR><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><BR><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>I took the lonely path, we'd once thought of taking<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>In search of the signs, you'd left<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>The duet was soulful. <o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>Rustling of leaves had stopped<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>Perhaps birds were praising in silence<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><BR><BR><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>And the autumn was there so soon<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>Trees were off their glory<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>Birds were baring their souls<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>I was lost in the song<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>And it was not a duet anymore<BR></EM></FONT></FONT><BR></P><BR><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>Below the horizon, hopes sank with sun<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>The moon & the stars promised for a journey<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>But something was amiss midst of the long night<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>I wished to cry aloud. but I was not alone<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>And the tears were frozen, to flow in silence<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><BR><P align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>Perhaps it was spring in the other world<BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>Trees were green & blooming<BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>Birds had found their love <BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>And I was lonely. so hollow inside<BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>But.I kept on singing, pretending the duet</EM></FONT></FONT></P><BR><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>I've lost all the signs, you'd left<BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>And of the long stride, I came along<BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>Its dark & I'm blue.without you<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>I'm not hearing you anymore<BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>I'm still singing, pretending the duet <BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM><BR>How can I pretend so long?<BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>I complained to God, for an answer<BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>I kneeled and prayed in silence. to hear <BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>I heard you singing. closer than ever<BR></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><EM>He deceived me .& the unspokens to decipher again </EM></FONT></FONT><BR></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" align=left><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"></SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></I></B></P><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home1/156/719fa7b297b2d589c85fe53c92ec5d4c/homep/images/1165558291">]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 08 Dec 2006 11:22:45 +0530</pubDate><link>http://ptblank.rediffiland.com/blogs/2006/12/08/Untitled.html</link></item><item><title>Entwined Fingers</title><description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><BR><BR><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>Memory of entwined fingers<BR></FONT></I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Hard to fade<BR></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Promise.to keep, till I go to my grave</I><BR><BR></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4></FONT></o:p></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>Memory of entwined fingers<BR></FONT></I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Filling the gap<BR></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Lingers.in my heart</I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><o:p> </o:p></I><BR><BR></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>Warmth of your touch<BR></FONT></I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">And the blush<BR></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Magical.indeed, I wonder</I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><o:p> </o:p></I><BR><BR></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>Dimples of your smile<BR></FONT></I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Sweet smell of your presence<BR></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Angelic.in every sense</I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><o:p> </o:p></I><BR><BR></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>A Lover's imagination<BR></FONT></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>A reality, Angels envy of<BR></FONT></I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Divine revelation.my heart told<BR></I><BR></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>My definition of eternity<BR></FONT></I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Heavens deny me a place without<BR></I><I>My world. So perfect with U.<o:p> </o:p></I><BR><BR></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>Voice honeyed<BR></FONT></I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">And words unuttered<BR></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">I Ponder.spawning a story, untold</I></FONT></FONT><I><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4> <BR></FONT></o:p><BR><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>But.</FONT></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4> <BR><BR></FONT></o:p></I></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>Memory of entwined fingers<BR></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>Not an illusion<BR></FONT></I><I><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>Wish . i could realize again<BR></FONT><o:p><BR><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4></FONT></o:p></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>If not.</FONT></I><I><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4> <BR></FONT></o:p><BR><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>Let me dreams of entwined fingers<BR></FONT></I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Destined to live this way forever<BR></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">And promises.to keep, till I go to my grave</I></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><BR><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4></FONT></o:p></I></P><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home1/156/719fa7b297b2d589c85fe53c92ec5d4c/homep/images/1164005455">]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 20 Nov 2006 12:00:41 +0530</pubDate><link>http://ptblank.rediffiland.com/blogs/2006/11/20/Entwined.html</link></item><item><title>Curse of a Shooting Star</title><description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>I wished upon a shooting star<BR></FONT></I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">To bring me the Angel,One I Luv<BR></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">But  it died so young</I></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><BR></FONT> </P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p> </o:p></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Perhaps it had a wish too<BR></I></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Flying across the lonely night</I></FONT></FONT> </P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">On the way to find its Luv</I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><o:p> </o:p></I></FONT></FONT></P><P><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>But couldn't keep its hope alive<BR></FONT></I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Perhaps it wished to burn itself <BR></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">And  in agony...I was  cursed <o:p></o:p></I></FONT></FONT></P><P><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>I will never wish upon a shooting star<BR></FONT></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>That it may curse me again<BR></FONT></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>That it may have a wish too<BR></FONT></I><FONT size=4><BR><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"></FONT></FONT> </P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4> </FONT></o:p></I></P><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home1/156/719fa7b297b2d589c85fe53c92ec5d4c/homep/images/1163696142">]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 16 Nov 2006 22:05:14 +0530</pubDate><link>http://ptblank.rediffiland.com/blogs/2006/11/16/Curse-of-a-Shooting.html</link></item><item><title>So I name my LIFE</title><description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4> </FONT></o:p></I><FONT size=4><BR><BR></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> </FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">I don't want to name, whatever it's...</I></FONT></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> </FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Not that I am not sure of it,</I></FONT></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> </FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Not that m afraid of declaring,</I></FONT></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> </FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>Bcoz<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>U won't stop again to listen me.</FONT></I><FONT size=4><BR><BR></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> </FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">I don't know how<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>can I sing it</I></FONT></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> </FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Not that I forgot the Sonata,</I></FONT></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> </FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Not that I can't fill in the words,</I></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><BR></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> </FONT><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>Bcoz U may never ask me to sing it.<BR><BR></FONT></I></P><P><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">This is between two strangers, U n Me<BR></I></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Who met by chance (or Destiny),</I><BR></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">The single day our eyes meet again,</I><BR></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">U will see the true me n the trust,</I></FONT></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> </FONT><I><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">May u feel whatever it's...<o:p> <BR></o:p></FONT></FONT></I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><BR><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4>When we meet, I wont dare to tell u again</FONT></I><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> <BR></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">I won't show my shining eyes n <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>tears to u,<BR></I></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">I wont ask u <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>to hold </I><?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" /><st1:City><st1:place><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">ur</I></st1:place></st1:City><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"> hands for a while,</I></FONT></FONT><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"> <BR></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">I wont ask u "Can we name whatever it's...</I><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><o:p> </o:p></I></FONT></FONT></P><P><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Thought of giving a name to LIFE<BR></I></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">So here I name this N***<BR></I></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">That, once an Angel crossed my path,<BR></I></FONT></FONT><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><FONT size=4><FONT face="Comic Sans MS">Bcoz without u I never wished to name it.<o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></I></P><P><o:p><FONT face="Comic Sans MS" size=4> <BR><BR>I wrote this for my Angel.Dnt knw if  ever she wl knw.</FONT></o:p></P><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home1/156/719fa7b297b2d589c85fe53c92ec5d4c/homep/images/1163523984">]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 14 Nov 2006 22:17:02 +0530</pubDate><link>http://ptblank.rediffiland.com/blogs/2006/11/14/So-I-name-my.html</link></item><item><title>I must say</title><description><![CDATA[Its going to be my 2nd post.I ws not sure i could write so soon.<BR><BR>  Well , i must say m kinda confused nw.I confess m failed to the aspirations of my parents.But soon i can prove myself.I need the much needed desparation n aggression to do smthing<BR>                 But wats the goal of my life?Its definitely not in the choosen field.A goal must give u the peace of mind.In the process i've to listen my heart.Thts wat i want.Wen ever we do smthing we r judged  n asked to be obliged.But this obligation stops us frm hearing the cry of  our soul.I really hate this word .Relationships dont get stronger  by obligations n compromises.These two things make bond manipulative n lifeless.Every couple says its  the compromise thats most needed in a relationship.So how does this help???U r in a bond bcoz of love,bcoz u feel u share the same soul.If smone compromises , thts become conditional.U change urself expecting the other to do the same next time.Ok this time i keep ur word n the nxt time u must oblige!!!This is how we  boast that we r in a strong bond.If m right thts  hypocrisy.U knw wat u feel but declare everybody that u r happy.U r not the same person ne more .Well it depends on individual perception,the feeling that give him solace,the amount of truelove one need may deviate.But it really need lots of courage to lie that ur happy.M the one who needs lotzzzz of love. Thats wat i believe.Wen i loved it ws unconditional.I never felt m compromising.If nething changed that due to of its own accord.M not idealizing my love.But its wat i felt.Its ws a long distance realationship. Still i must confess the journey couldn't last.Still m vry much in love with my Angel.I believe true love returns.m not regretting wat i did bcoz of her only i learned to love uncondtionally .I evolved as a person,as a friend n as a lover. Every person I love will thr be forever in my life.But m upset with her.Bcoz she still hv a part of my  soul  n without it i m feeling lost.m still unable to cope  but i must move to build myself.Hope her love wl grow in my heart. Smtimes i felt its merely a illusion.But its the illusion that transforms into reality,provided we really want it that way.So it depends , hw much perfection we want in the illusion,portray urself in it n make it real.After all we all hv our own world<BR><BR><BR><BR><BR>]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 12 Nov 2006 20:29:18 +0530</pubDate><link>http://Ptblank.rediffiland.com/blogs/2006/11/12/I-must.html</link></item><item><title>ptblank</title><description><![CDATA[M a kind of inspired one.So while blogging i may not sound original.But wl let my heart guide me.The title ws decided 5 yrs back.I want to visualize wht i can.<BR><BR>So, nw m depressed.I read smwhere Whn women gets depressed they go shopping n men invade another country.If deep inside in my heart,i want to escape every knwn one go n sm where,i cn discover myself.Its diff in reality.Thr r certain things i can't forget n dnt wnt too.Bcoz tht ws the most beautiful thing tht happened.My Angel.May be this is the 15 th time m listening Aab na jaa by Palash sen.M kinda Desprate nw.But nt hopeless.I wl always wait to realize my dream.Thr r hell lotz of things,i cant write.<BR><BR>So i ws readin  tishahi.rediffiland.com/.so i decided to post finally.why?i dont knw.May be a compulsion to write smthing.Cant be more creative right nw.may get back later <BR><BR>]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 11 Nov 2006 22:09:25 +0530</pubDate><link>http://Ptblank.rediffiland.com/blogs/2006/11/11/ptblank.html</link></item></channel></rss>